Thursday, February 27, 2014

2.27.14 #2

Dear God,
thank you for Hope's advice.  thank you that i didn't get into anything with M, cause he's already moved on to another girl!  i mean, good for him, but if he's just looking for a girlfriend, i don't want to be part of it.  thank you.  and thank you for building me up in you so that when that news came to me, i was completely fine with it.  but Lord, i feel weird, as though i'm getting too involved by praying for it, but i'm worried that if those two do get in a relationship, it won't be healthy.  God, ok, i admit, the only thing i've heard is gossip.  i'm sorry, maybe i shouldn't have listened, but if what they say is true, then this girl is coming out of a bad relationship.  maybe you've planned this for them, so that she can find a good guy and he can find someone who needs him (haha, obviously i'm not that person, although you used him in my life in a remarkable way). i ask you to help them in whatever relationship comes out of that.  help them to both grow in you through this, and even if it doesn't work out, help them both to come out better.  if their relationship grows and becomes marriage, i ask for you to bless their relationship.  God, you have brought and taken him from my life in so quick a time, but i thank you.  thank you!!  he made me feel special (even though i doubt he'll ever realize it) and grew my confidence and, most importantly, my love and relationship with you!!  So God, I pray blessing over him.  and this girl, too.  please help me to come out of this time of confusion over him with ease and grace.  God, you are SO GOOD!  so good.
Lord, I pray for Sarah.  she is such a great friend.  help her to grow in confidence, just as you have grown me in mine.  be with her and keep her safe.  thank you for helping her get into wellspring and for giving her such a great team!!  oh, she'll have so much fun.  it's so great.  blow her mind with your awesomeness this semester and summer.  help her to realize that you are all that matters.  thank you for getting us in the same NT class and thus becoming prayer/bible reading buddies.  bless her in all she does, oh Jesus.
Thank you again, Jesus, for loving me the way you do!!  you are so awesome.  thank you for everything.  to you belongs all the power and glory, Jesus.  Amen.

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