Dear God,
being a girl is so confusing.  i don't suppose my feelings about the whole M situation will stay consistent any time soon, because i have been reeling left and right about it since the day he messaged me.  Just please help me to remember that your love is greater!  that it IS consistent, and please help me to at least know that.  help me to know and feel it in my heart of hearts, in the depths of my soul, and to know and revere it so intimately (if that makes sense) that i need nothing else to sustain me.  fill me with Living Water, oh Jesus.  Jesus, ih how i love you.  equip me with your love and JOY, and send me out into your world to spread it wherever i am.  I love you Lord.  Amen.