Dear God,
Again I'm here about boys. I don't know what i'm feeling. i've come to grips with the fact that M is over it (I think I have, anyway), but i feel as though i'm in a weird place where i want his attention back, but at the same time i dont. i feel insignificant again -- unattractive. i've lost some of the confidence i had during the time M was interested in me. i dont feel as loved by you anymore, which i know is ridiculous because it isn't your love that changes, but mine. you are so consistent. how marvelous you are, Lord! teach me how great and consistent your love is! help me to need no one but you! help me to get over this little slump and love you (and others) more as a result! I'm so selfish. help.
Lord, be with haley in her studies. she is studying right now, and i pray that you help it to all make sense to her. bless her with understanding and memory. please be with Kelly, too, Jesus. her luck is so bad! haha, it seems like if anything can go wrong, it does go wrong with her. please be with her and show her how trustworthy you are. keep her sane and help her in her studies.
I love you Lord. please help us to realize your love for us. to yo be power, glory, and honor. AMEN
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